What?

Have you ever had someone start a bunch of drama you had nothing to do with, and then just pull you into the middle of it (without you knowing) and then decide to speak for you? Well long story short that's what happened yesterday. You know honestly it's kind of funny, the day after I post a blog about being done with drama someone pulls me into the middle of it. Not to sound mean, but leave me out of your problems I have enough of my own. Now...moving on, church is the one place I can go to get away from everything. But now some of my friends and people from my school are starting to go, and sure that's great...more people at my church. But at the same time i'm a little upset. I mean really, I go their to get away from you, don't follow me! Although my mom told me yesterday that i've been at that church almost 4 years and i'm already grounded there and there's nothing they can do about that. I guess that makes me feel a little better, considering they can't take away what's already mine. (:

Time to change

All of my life people have let me down, but i've always stood back up and brushed it off. Do you ever have those moments when bad thing after bad thing comes your way and you just let it go, but then something happens that triggers it all and you just breakdown. Well that's pretty much what's happening right now. Its all just built up this whole summer and now, I can't do it anymore. I can't put on a smile and act like everything is all okay. I'm so tired of fake people and all the drama they bring with them. This year is gonna to be different. I'm not gonna act the way people want me to be, or put on that fake smile anymore. I'm gonna be real, and if you don't like it too bad. Get ready to see the new me.